Space Traveler Discloses Depression Following Deluge of Backlash Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried well-known figures.
The mission was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a online statement, referring to a check-in call from a mission companion in the period after the journey.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has focused her career on gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – including her studies and years of training to the personal milestone of her background – was buried under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her pioneering work fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following reaching space, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose kindness helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She concluded that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the experience, including increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted spacecraft departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that exceeded the Kármán line of space.
The group of women also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.